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My true self hidden from mortal eye's a beast that no one can understand I alone must walk this path. If u can understand that my life was wasted all too fast and some times I wish I could go to the past and stop myself from becomeing something that should of been layed to rest manny years ago but still I'll try to forget what I hide the demon deep inside for if I let it come out .I know it will tare me from inside out, so alone I must stay with in my own mind how ever thereis never alot of time. there is only one thing one love that I can say has saved my reched soul from being forever damned to the solance of salitude she is my life my heart my soul. and nothing will ever change that tis true I got lost manny years ago with in the demon inside and fell further into the darkness but suddinly I don't care about it because I know She's there. I made manny bad choices along the way I just wish that my love would stay so I'll harden my heart untill the day the beast inside of me gose away. untill that time I'll stay away from the darkness that becons me b/c the fallin soul the one I have will never truely last if it wern't for my love and my whole heart but still from this day I wish I could stay close beside u and make u feel safe. But I only push away at the darkness as I hear u say plzz come home and have hope today that this is a better way then to fall into salitude and shame for I can not love my self with these cravings moving in there own way.. and so this I say keep ur self true and don't keep pushing more into the darkness this way the light shall protect u this day... from the hate and fear that u'll sustain just as my lips where blood stained once u never did walk away. and for that I must thank u this day... For ur love and ur pray. Ihope that one day the darkness will all fall away. but for now I sadly say this beast will shurly stay............................ Vampire Knight amv - Soul On Fire HIM